desaturating the ruse.

http://www.rosyruse.tumblr.com

x,
Allysan.

I'm probably moving to tumblr.





x.

Allysan.

" Have you ever felt like you were running really fast, just to stay in the same place? "

"We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl"

I really wish you would stop behaving like a lunatic. Merry christmas.

Everything stopped
And then the strain

The upset compresses in my belly
It's weight distracts my heart
Denser, It rests within me
Crawls up my throat and wets my eyes
Swallow
Plunging to the pit of my being
Excruciate

Internalise the sighs
The conscious effort underlies
Steadied voice
Brightened eyes
Sacrifice?

Unyielding
Unyielding
Unyielding

I think it might be time for the shapes to form before the ship takes me away again.
Odd. Distracted

Polite.

movement steals my breath
cells suffocate
some form of theft
midsagittal plane
gutter of my brain
electrical waste
humanity abased
hollow vessel
hopeless
mental







lately i like cutting things up
rusty chain saw
hear how it roars